hmm..not sure wats bothering me now...the same feeling coming back after a time...wish the same thing would not happen again..but tis time was different.its not because of the things around me..it was me..im not sure were i should stand or fit in..
it started yesterday morning and the same feeling still coming back until now...if there is only a way that can lead me to understand wat i wanted in life...so much to understand the purpose in it..
monster,im sorry for not understanding about the situation last nite...huhu..i was totally blurred and a bit unhappy.....
if i got the chance to experience the opposite in me..i would love too.,,my foster family in keningau was a great experience indeed..but this time a different one...which would be totally opposite of my situation now...i admit im totally dependent for both of my parents...so monster,,(u cant kasi manja me too much)...huhu....
i was totally upset wit mum and dad yesterday..for not allowing me to be independent in my financial needs..n yet sources are limited for me to do things that i wanted..not only for the pleasure that i would spend..but some other useful things that i wanted to do...i feel sorry for the chances that i have missed during my childhood years..and that would not be too late for me now..perhaps one day when my chance comes but i fear to lose those precious things that i have now..
~~girlie~~
it started yesterday morning and the same feeling still coming back until now...if there is only a way that can lead me to understand wat i wanted in life...so much to understand the purpose in it..
monster,im sorry for not understanding about the situation last nite...huhu..i was totally blurred and a bit unhappy.....
if i got the chance to experience the opposite in me..i would love too.,,my foster family in keningau was a great experience indeed..but this time a different one...which would be totally opposite of my situation now...i admit im totally dependent for both of my parents...so monster,,(u cant kasi manja me too much)...huhu....
i was totally upset wit mum and dad yesterday..for not allowing me to be independent in my financial needs..n yet sources are limited for me to do things that i wanted..not only for the pleasure that i would spend..but some other useful things that i wanted to do...i feel sorry for the chances that i have missed during my childhood years..and that would not be too late for me now..perhaps one day when my chance comes but i fear to lose those precious things that i have now..
~~girlie~~
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