my taste of life

life has been boring at the moment....
it feels like shouting at the top of my voice
just to release the tense and guilt

hmmm....days juz goes by and im wondering what shud im supposed to do...
i need a TRANSITION
i dislike of being stuck in this situation
no one shall understand how difficult was it

everyone juz busy doing their stuff...
and I
myself
going
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going
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down
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to
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FRUSTRATION

p/s: I hope some day I found my place...I juz give it a shot by next year perhaps...or I'll leave!!!!!!!