Earthquake hits 5/6/15

Last Friday, papa bie pick up the three of us from my mums house and head out to tapau breakfast. Then we went back around 7am in the morning to avoid traffic jam along the old main road. After settling Maiya to sleep i went straight to serve breakfast. After a while suddenly the door glass n windows was shaken and creating cracking noise as if a large truck or lorry passes by. We usually hear this sound due to the construction near our housing area. Unfortunately the sounds of the shaking glasses soon become stronger. I ask papa bie wats was happening coz then ceiling are also shaking and creating cracking sounds. Papa bie shouted "EARTHQUAKE"...ya this is earthquake....i can remember..this did happen when i was a little kid before" ...I was still blurr and could not accept why could earthquake stroke us here. As we know our country is out of the Ring of Fire...so we are safe of earthquake n any sort of volcano eruption....Then i shouted.BABIES??!##..(terlampau terkejut this until we do not what to do during that particular period) .we quickly took the babies out of the house and suddenly the tremors stop.My whole body was shaking and i still couldn't belief. I could not slept that night wondering if there might be tremors and what happen if we are are sleeping soundly. After that 5.9 earthquake, its really sadden us especially what had happen in Mount Kinabalu.  My prayers for those who lost their lives and family that were affected. 

After the quake last week, this morning another tremor felt during the early morning. I was awake due to the sound of the shaking windows. I was really traumatized until balik2 terbangun... Papa bie was so tired due to lack of sleep for 2 days taking care of sick Alisha.For the meantime, I hope and pray this catastrophe will passes soon..bikin trauma n takut..bila2 masa guyang n gegar lagi....

My awaited journey for baby #2

I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on labour day.It was really fast compared to Alisha. I got my bloody show at six am in the morning. So i alert papa bie to get ready. at that moment i was really scared n excited at the same time that i could see my second princess on that day. Since i thought labour process could take a long period of time i told papa bie to wait first then later only to go to hospital if the pain was intense. After the bloody show, i had some mild contraction, bole senyum2 lagi but papa bie was worried. He want to send me to hospital at that very early morning but i refused. How if bukaan tak sampai 3cm, free2 kena "saluk" means check bukaan. So we waited again, i told him if u see me still smiling means its still bearable.
We went to have breakfast at Luyang with my papa in law as well. While waiting for our food, contraction still keep on going around 40 to 30 minutes a time. But still bearable and i can still can smile..so ok2 lo,,then i request to papa bie to buy some flowers and pray at the grotto since we are near to the church. After that we quickly bought my daun mandi for "pantang" in foh sang at the sinsang shop. Last minute punya kerja @.@.
We managa to gai2 and pusing2 around inanam to menggatal. The pain was still bearable but became more stronger and longer. I thought to myself I think baby will come out today..paling lambat pun tonight. So when we reach home, i told papa bie to ready my things and apa2 yang patut la. So after siap sesi bungkus this and that he took his shower, and all of the sudden he started shivering and pucat. He said he feels really cold. I said what?!! u panic ka this...what happen..while my contraction kicks in i sempat ketawa but kesian oso.. maybe papa bie was in panic attack sampai sakit.Then when my turn to take shower...the pain getting intense and i cried...this time i cannot tahan as the contraction pain kicks in and become longer each time. So papa bie decided we juz go to hospital and check if any bukaan.
We reach hospital Likas around 9.30 am. This time around i opted for goverment compared to alisha i did my labour in private. Before reaching there, I remind myself hati kena kuat and tahan, coz private and government different in terms of layanan. So sedia2 la if terjumpa species garang which so far i heard from friends. After registration, oh my contraction kicks in again but papa bie also feels the same. What i mean is he feels lower back was aching and he was shivering at the same time. Bole2 depan counter he bukak the thermos and sipping air panas in front of the nurses. In my mind, i said biar betui this im sakit mau beranak he also sakit, dapat teman ka this.After that one of the nurse ask me to go straight to bilik penilaian.
While waiting for my turn, sempat oso check kiri kanan. but macam im the only one in contraction pain yang lain kes lain. So the doc pelatih request me to check kencing, Aduh dah sakit mau check kencing lagi, i thought to myself, oh cam nie their practice so antam ja la luckily toilet dekat ja T.T .... After that the moment of truth.. tadaa...check bukaan...at first there was 2 doc, nasib baik perempuan...wuahhh im lucky... then suddenly pop masuk 2 or 3 doc which 1 of them lelaki...aduiiii...at that time contraction kick in lagi....this time mmg hantam saja la..i dun care anything as long as i can get the phase to end faster. Then i was found out 4cm dilated already.
when i reach 6cm i was transfered to the labour room. Then pain getting intense that i requested for papa bie to come in to the labour room, nak ambik semangat at least nampak muka pun tak panik sangat. Luckily the bidan was so good and lembut ja berckp. Mmg i was so lucky to get her to received my baby. After papa bie entered the labour room, suddenly i feel the urged to push, oh my it was so fast compared to my first labour. Suddenly my water broke down and gushing out. So i ask the bidan if i can push since i have not been fully dilated. She gave a green light..ba apa lagi..my first attempt did not make it. Papa bie gave support which this time he knows what to do.  Our lil princess was out at 11.40 am.

My lil princess Maiya

Post pregnancy life

this blog has been left abandoned for a long long time then i convert to a new blog..but when i see this old blog of mine  it feels nostalgic reading some of the old post during zaman of muda..hehe

..oh my its really hard to use this tab as im not use blogging here....and of another second thought lets come back to this old blog again...some memories are meant to be kept right.?

im now in my maternity holidays...hmmm macam cepat ja masa berlalu..mmg siok juga jadi full time house wife...***joking ^^,..

papa bie always ejek2 me for being someone who couldnt stand for doing nothing..yup i like to be occupied with something...supaya tida boring ba...for the meantime im enjoying the feeling of doing nothing as i know a long pile of work will be waiting for me...actually dengar pun mcm jantung mau jatuh....but nevermind...challenge accepted...wink wink....haha..

im near to finish my confinement..mmg rimas juga...banyak pantang this pantang that...but what to do..kena jaga...if not padah oh..in terms of body weight ada kurang2 but kalau cakap pasal shape habis...semua lari alignment...my muffin pouch..ouch..sexy sementara before i will do some disipline routine to get back in healthy shape...
hehe..will be back to continue with my labour story...
adios...

Short noted holiday vacay

For some reason, this few days happenings was the least that I expected. All my plannings a.k.a goals that I had in mind will be postponed in the meanwhile due to shortage of sources in hand. But anyway hopefully i will not regret on this one. Not to my expectation as our daughter is very young, mr bie would forbide me to leave her for a long period of time ( i mean six days is still considered longggggg time), momma gonna miss you soooooo much. Instead he persuaded me to join this trip . He such a sporting fellow on this one as he always annoys me on other times...hehe...

As my trip will be scheduled next week... i was phobia imagining up high from the ground....this time is way up up up in the sky...Yes i do admit i freak out. MH17 & MH370 sadden our hearts. Many lives where affected ; family & friend grieves for the love ones missing and perish in the short notice. Pray and hope that everything will be fine.Amen.

My little angle on earth, momma is very worried about you, hope u will be fine with papa later. Momma will be back with lots of pressie for u, be a good girl...<3 p="">

nite nite

The Throwback....

It been quite a while since i lost somewhere of blogging...remembering back my teen years, its all about memories coming back. I bet everyone too have there own special stories and experience. If i were given a chance to rewind the past, i be thankful for who i am today. The past that i have today has teaches me the meaning of life and tadaaa..... this is me as now.

Motherhood !! !! before my younger years i might think of it as the most horrible parts of a woman growing phase, waking up and toiling with kids without knowing when till its stop..^^..Lol.. Alisha has totally change me. She was the most sweetest gift i ever had. Having her around has brighten me and mr bie. At this 5 months of age, my little lady has her own characteristic of hers... but most of all she would always brighten everyone nears her....

 

Mama's little lady will be baptism soon. Praise the Lord for this wonderful gift..^^

Ciao...till next,..gudnite^^

alisha 3 months ++

How times flies so fast, my lil darling is 3 months plus...

 

mama n papa love u sooO much

Alisha Rossa Maria Brendon Estrop

Here a lil bit about ma baby girl..

alisha was born on the 6th Jan, beautiful and healthy ^^,

Fresh from the oven as she was send out from the labor room...weighted 2.9kg

papa bie and mama were not aware of her jaundice as a first timer parents...as on the sixth day of her birth day she was hospitalized...=( ...her jaundice reaches to 286..too bad mama yo..the hospital ward was occupied with many patients..and there was no bed available for us at the moment..so i had to spend the whole night sleeping on recliner chairs...(but actually i don't have any chances of sleeping tho)..alisha was really uncomfortable with the photo-therapy..so i had to breast feed to ease her the whole night...TT..its really hurt when you juz started breast feeding with the whole N was aching...the next morning her jaundice decline to 256, thinking another nite in the ward, broke my tears down madly coz i wanna go home so badly...it was a pricy experience i had ever in ma life....

she's 1 week old here, pretty looking like mama gie or papa bie??well we shall see..ngehehe

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and yesterday it was her 1 month burtday..tadaaa...ma lil precious

she had her second BCG shot and weighted 3.97kg/56cm...

papa bie and mama gie luv you so much..hehe

daa .daa 

thats for now 

ciao...